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Dear Dr. Betty,
Sex I was always told, "is a sin and will damn you to hell forever if enjoyed outside of marriage." Thus my youth was a prison of sexual guilt. When I could no longer contain myself and allowed my hard cock to orgasm through masturbation, I would feel guilty and depressed for the rest of the day. Sex was a torture......this powerful urge, a part of my being and not to be enjoyed under penalty of spiritual death! This was my lot for most of my life.
Your website Betty (and others, but mainly yours), started to change my entrenched thought patterns. I now know that no God would attach a beautiful cock and balls to my body, let me feel their sensations and desires and then tell me "enjoy them and you will be damned." I started to move down this uncharted path and felt the joy increase with each masturbation.
The hair on my body was an obstacle to fuller pleasure and I engaged in a program of complete body hair removal through electrolysis. To date my genitals from the anus up to the lower abdomen are hair free. The feeling is delicious.
I like to start my masturbations with gentle caressing, using my fingertips under the balls and lightly stroking the area between my anus and my balls....calmly breathing, I let all the pleasurable feelings find their way through my body and begin the liberating process that frees my spirit to completely be immersed in sexual pleasure. I begin stroking my hardening cock and allow the feelings that are enveloping every part of me to take complete control. My balls begin the process that smooths the whole genital area and brings my cock to a beautiful strong erection.
Through loving practice, I am now able to enjoy a hard cock for one hour and more, until I feel the need to climax. With great calmness and a sensuality that has taken possession of me, I begin the climax dance where my finger tips gently and rapidly excite my cock and balls until the full orgasm begins. It travels first from my taught testicles through the anus, up the spinal column, traveling through the breasts and finally numbing the brain in powerful ecstasy.
Orgasm leaves me calm and without guilt. An experience I look forward to now, one that has become a part of me Betty and I want to thank you for what you are doing. The honesty, the wholesomeness and the forum you have developed, where we can give witness to our sexual feelings.
I have enclosed a picture of my beautiful erect cock!
Love to you Betty,
Andy