Dear Betty, (Cont.)

It wasn't until I was thirteen that I first masturbated. I'd heard the boys at school talking about it so one day I tried it. Being the first time, I didn't know what was going to happen or how long it would take. It seemed to take quite a few minutes to reach what I would call a basic orgasm today. It did feel unusual but there was no ejaculation. The next time I had the opportunity to try, I did come and the feeling was really enjoyable.

At the time, I think Him was about six inches long, but he started to get bigger as I masturbated regularly. During my teenage years I didn't have a girlfriend because I was quite shy and also felt embarrassed about the size of Him. By the time I was eighteen, Him was about nine inches long and quite wide, about seven inches girth.

Because of my shyness and unease about the large size of Him, it wasn't until I reached the age of twenty-one when I had my first sexual encounter with a girl. Even then I was still too shy to let her see Him. It was the first time for both of us and a very tight squeeze. After a few relationships, I realized that the large size of Him was not always pleasing to women. They often asked me not to push all the way inside and usually I got masturbated. Most women liked to play with Him with their hands, but some were fearful of sucking even when I told them I would be careful.

Him gives me lots of pleasure alone. I masturbate at least once a day and use saliva and my own lubrication as it oozes out, working it on the head of my cock. Him craves to be inside a welcoming, warm, wet pussy, but how do I go about finding a woman who wants such a large cock? It's not easy.

H.
Cambridge UK