Dear Betty,

Although I only recently discovered your site, I had already come to the same conclusions you have concerning sexual behavior. Who says playing with oneself is wrong? Who says it's a private act? My one-year-old grandson freely played with his penis in front of his mother and me. He certainly didn't consider his penis to be taboo. Not yet, anyway. Heck, he didn't even know it's called a penis in English.

For a long time, I have gone to adult bookstores to watch movies and get off. The semi-public environment of the movie booths was risky and exciting to me. I somewhat envied the actors in the movies, even though I had grown up in the Bible Belt with religious fanatic parents.

When I was about nine years old, my best friend David and I were inseparable. We did everything together: exploring the forest, sandlot baseball, ice cream on hot days, etc. Although he had a severe limp from polio, I didn't seem to notice or care.

One day in our innocence, we played together without wearing clothes. My parents found out and beat my rear-end severely. Had they chosen my head, I literally would've been killed that day. I remember not understanding, at the time, what I had done wrong. My sin? Sucking his penis.

Cut to the present time. A very memorable and exciting experience happened to me recently at my favorite adult bookstore. I stopped there on my way to work to relieve the immense pressure in my balls. I had sprayed the floor and walls of movie booths there many times. I had even dumped my load into my hand and drank it (!), which I had first done, innocently, in my teens. Anyway, I walked into the movie room and was very startled to see four men standing in a circle with their hard cocks in their hands.

My mind reeled from this sudden onslaught of raw, uninhibited sexuality. I couldn't tear my eyes away from their erect cocks with their swollen heads peeking out of their fists. One man's was huge - at least nine inches long, and thick - while the others were more average. In a trance, I opened my pants and pulled out my own hard-on. My inhibitions melted away as I started stroking it with them. It hadn't been that hard in a long time.

Not a word was spoken while we all watched each other's technique. Then one man reached out with his right hand and grasped the next man's cock. A moment later, I had my neighbor's cock in my right hand. Incredible! Words fail me as I remember the soft-yet-hard feeling of his throbbing boner sliding through my clenched fist. I was hooked! I continued exploring his shaft while my other neighbor handled mine with considerable expertise.

Suddenly, one man frantically grabbed his own cock and started pounding it as fast as he could. The veins in his neck stood out and the grimace of pleasure on his face told me what was about to happen. His hand flew back and forth until his cock erupted and a long rope of cum squirted out and landed on the floor at least three feet away. He obviously had a big load stored up, because the second squirt was almost as big.

The remaining four of us continued our circle-jerk while the fifth man bowed out. I stroked and rubbed the gorgeous cock in my hand. I found it to be quite beautiful. My mind reeled again as I came to the awesome realization that I had been slowly brainwashed, every day of my life, into becoming heterosexual by this extremely religious culture. The idea that it is somehow dirty is patently ludicrous and rooted in a terrible ancient superstition.

About that time, our group broke up when someone came in. I finished by myself in a booth, and came like a cannon.

That encounter sticks in my memory with great fondness. It changed my life considerably. I have dedicated the rest of my life to having maximum fun with my taboo body parts. I want to start my own club - Freedom Club - where members have absolute freedom to do whatever they want to do, clothed or not.

Recently I tasted a beautiful cock, but unfortunately didn't get to taste his cum. I enjoyed it, and definitely plan to suck more. I hereby decline to be superstitious anymore. I'm going to have lots of fun with my skin before they bury my dead body forever!

Thanks for providing such an ideal place for people to get honest about their sexual selves.

W. B.